Frosty Grump


It has continued to be cold, in this only the second week of winter. The thermometer has struggled to go past 10 deg all day. During lunch, I took a walk for a couple of blocks around the office and basically tried to be a little bit more active after sitting down for the most part in the morning. I didn’t have my coat with me – so I had my shoulder hunched with hands stuffed in my suit jacket pockets but thankfully I had a scarf which I think I might see a lot of this winter.

In this sort of weather, it is easy to see how lonely Australians succumb to a depressive state. You look out and it is grey, windy, wet and cold. If you get out it will all hit you simultaneously – the wind, rain and cold – so you either don’t stay out too long or you don’t get out at all. Indoor, the heated air and white fluorescent light keeps the air stale and the environment cold and lifeless.

When you leave the office after a day’s work, you walk down wet and slippery footpaths and board the crowded public transport, often filled with tired, cold and uninterested passengers.  You get off at your stop, walk yet more leave strewn wet and dark footpaths and head for home. At your front door the leaves are scattered across your porch and when you finally let yourself into the house, you are confronted with an equally cold house. It is also dark and you turn on the lights and heater and put on the kettle. Sometimes you reach for a glass and a corkscrew instead, depending on what you needed to do that evening.

If you’re like me you soon settle down at a desk, reading material on the left and writing material on your right and you continue to work albeit at a different outcome. My desk lamp is yellow so at least that is a little brighter. I’d sip from either my coffee mug or wine glass and begin working. You put aside all other thoughts, or try to. You try not to think of the fact that the whole cold, wet and windy conditions would repeat the next day and you remain in a cycle, in groundhog day mode for as long as these weather conditions remain.

Late that night, you’d leave your study room or desk, refill the glass and settle down for a quick winding down in front of the television before climbing into bed about half an hour later, waiting for the next day when it’d start all over again. Am I being grumpy and cold …

  • brrr… (poptropicalthunder.wordpress.com)

5 Deg (feels like 2 deg)


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That’s what my weather app is saying about Forest Hill now. No wonder I’m freezing my watuzi off. Why is it so cold? Or have I just become old?

I was just at Kiddo’s school for an info/briefing session for her trip to the old world. It’s now just over 2 weeks before they leave and everyone is excited now. I had to trek into the city and in this weather, it wasnt fun. The traffic was bad, it was cold and, I’m not the one going to Europe in 2 weeks.A 6pm meeting meant I had to cut across the city circa 5.30pm – the worst possible time to be in the St Kilda Road area. Thankfully a cold night meant there was plenty of parking available so that took some of the pain away. I was a little late and when I approached the theaterette where the talk was being held, the crowd was already there and it had started.

Kiddo reserved a seat just next to her and I sat down and tried to get into the mood of things. Thankfully I managed that.

Apparently it will be hot in Italy this northern summer. What a treat it’d be for kiddo, if even to just get away from this cold and wet winter in Melbourne. It would be a trip she will enjoy and remember very fondly I’m sure. I’m really happy for her. If nothing else, she’d get away from this cold for a few weeks. Why is it so cold? Or am I just old?

 

Grey Day… and cold!


Owner of a lonely heart

I’m home – cold, feeling miserable as I look outside at the grey, wet and cold conditions. Struggling to get some work done. Tress is having dental surgery done under general anaesthetics so I have taken the day off to just be around apart from being the chauffeur, and maybe make some hot soup later. Maybe I’ll go out and get a badly needed hairy, just to get into a warmer place away from this cold, wet and grey environment. Cant stand a grey day. Near depressing.

Just over 2 weeks now before kiddo heads off to Europe. There’s an info session tonight and I really dont want to go out in these conditions but it’s important I do I guess, so I have to head off into the city on my day off, for an evening meeting. I dont know why the teacher can’t just disseminate the information over an email or something. Sometimes I feel like we truly are living in a nanny state where everyone bends over backwards to come across as doing the right thing. Maybe it is just me being grumpy on this grey day… I need to see the sun…

Mod-Com – Cause of Hypocrisy?


The problem of disconnect between what we know is the right thing to do, and actually doing the right thing and living a life that reflects that knowledge, is a perennial one. We all struggle with it, down from the trivia minutiae such as having that sausage roll for breakfast instead of my oat and muesli cereal, to living our lives in acknowledgment of the true boss – God himself.

For too long, we have allowed the otherwise (often) neutral nature of the finer things in life, to sprout red horns, grow a red tail and reach out for that long fork. Look at the below article – Dominique Strauss-Kahn knew what was right and was in a position to influence the world to push his very just cause. Perhaps in his case it was immoral and illegal response to his lust which triggered his downfall, and not his love for money or what it can bring.

With the other examples of this article however, the finger can rest easily on the mod-com’s of this life as the cause of their betrayal. If we focus on and extol the virtues of finer things in life and the way it makes our life easier, richer and more comfortable we can lose sense of what is right in the wider perspective of things.  Why drive a small cheap Korean import when you can drive a huge, expensive and luxurious German machine? Never mind that all the extra resources expended to produce and own this luxury are actually wasted in the sense that it is hard to see how they advance the cause of humanity – it exudes beauty, elegance and harmony… and all that.

It is true of course that beauty and pleasures are good things and they can give us glimpses of heaven but to what extent do we pursue them? At what cost?

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(from Herald Sun site, Andrew Bolt’s blog pages)

THERE are great moral causes, and then there are the men who rush to lead them. Take Dominique Strauss-Kahn.

He is a socialist. In fact, he’s such a socialist that he was tipped only a fortnight ago to become France’s next president, as the Socialist Party’s candidate.

Socialism, I’m told, is the cause you sign up for if you want to take from the rich and give and give again to the poor. If you want to stop the workers from being exploited by the powerful. If you hate racists and really worry about asylum seekers.

So how does Strauss-Kahn end up being charged in New York with the rape of a maid who’d come to the US as an asylum seeker?

And while he pleads not guilty to the rape, how does this prominent socialist explain the scene of the alleged crime in his room at a $3000-a-night hotel?

Still, at least he believes now in giving away his tax-free salary of $420,000, since he this week resigned as head of the International Monetary Fund.

That a socialist could find himself on this salary, in that room, charged with the rape of such a woman will surprise no one, in a way. We’ve lost that moral sense or expectation of having actions matched to words, lifestyle to cause.

Nowhere do we see this more clearly than in the global warming crusade — the first religious movement led entirely by shameless hypocrites.

Only this week came yet another example, with the Herald Sun reporting that just two of the Gillard Government‘s Cabinet ministers drive fuel-efficient hybrid cars, despite wanting to foist on the rest of us a ruinous plan to cut our emissions.

Even Prime Minister Julia Gillard and Climate Change Minister Greg Combet prefer gas guzzlers.

But so habituated are we now to sanctimonious spin that I doubt this shocked a single Australian.

We’re forced to swallow far worse almost daily. There’s Climate Commissioner Tim Flannery, boasting he’d written his latest book almost entirely on gassy aeroplanes.

There’s global warming alarmist Al Gore crying shame at mankind’s terrible environmental footprint from a desk in one of his five homes.

There’s actor Jeremy Irons announcing he’s become a green campaigner who wants us to live less decadently, although he himself owns seven houses and a castle painted pink.

It’s such a bizarre disconnect. True, the popes of the 15th and 16th centuries could be scandalously corrupt, with a mistress in every Vatican bed. But at least most tried to hide it, demonstrating that hypocrisy is indeed the homage vice pays to virtue.

Now we rarely demand even a pretence.

Take Sir Richard Brazen, the Virgin entrepreneur, who preached global warming to students at Gold Coast’s Bond University — and then choppered out in his private helicopter.

Or take Strauss-Kahn, the socialist. Please.

We’re together…


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All I’m saying is simply this, that all life is interrelated, that somehow we’re caught in an inescapable network of mutuality tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly affects all indirectly. For some strange reason, I can never be what I ought to be until you are what you ought to be. You can never be what you ought to be until I am what I ought to be. This is the interrelated structure of reality.

– Martin Luther King Jr

In a network of mutuality tied in a single garment of destiny… wow. He’s saying we’re all in this journey called life, together and to be at my A game, I need you to be in your A game. Martin Luther King Junior – what a man huh?

Why dont we have more people who think and write like this?

Second Attempt Does It for Li Na


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Li Na won the French Open ladies’ title last night and while I dont normally watch a ladies’ tennis match I stayed up last night to watch this one. It was the second Grand Slam final Li Na has managed to get herself into, after losing to Aussie Kim in Melbourne Park earlier this year. This time, she beat the lady who stopped Sam Stosur last year, Schiavone – she of the Ah Hiiiii infamy – and became the first ever Asian to win a Grand Slam singles title. I had to watch this one for that reason and it was well worth it.

Well done Li Na, and may there be many more players from China and the rest of Asia, to add variety to the tennis scene. The commentators on Sky made some negative remarks about the both Li Na and Schiavone’s English language proficiency but why should that be an issue at all. Tennis has ceased to be an English speaking countries‘ game for a long time now and while 3 of the 4 Grand Slam tournaments may be hosted in English speaking countries, the players’ proficiency in that language should be no issue whatsoever. One day, commentators may need to be able to speak Chinese before they can be useful even as television pundits, so better avoid that issue for now.

Gong xi Li Na.

A Quiet Winter Weekend


It’s the first weekend of winter. I havent attended to our garden for weeks now. Tress is outside weeding, and I could see this morning, leaves on both the front and back lawns, as well as the side garden. The garden needs some heavy-duty tidying up.

My mind however, is on this essay I need to finish (3/4 through now) by this weekend, so that I may start work for the exam in 2 weeks’ time. Why did I think doing 2 subjects is possible… hats off to anyone out there who do more than 2 subjects while working full-time and busying yourself with the usual activities…

It looks gorgeous outside – sunny and not cold at all. It is certainly balmy in comparison to the last few weeks. It has been a strange autumn/winter period. Maybe it is the La Nina.

Hopefully le Li Na goes one better tonight and win at the French Open. What a great boost to Chinese tennis that would be.

Anyway, back to me essay now…

The Problem of Pain


I bought this book way back in November 1985. It cost me $3.60 (Koorong Sydney).

Fast forward 26 years later, it is mandatory reading for a painfully slow essay I now have to write…

Cost $3.60 in 1985.

Thank you Scholesy


Absolute Legend

Donor Fatigue – What A Tiresome Thought


I was talking to a mate who mentioned he was told recently that some congregations in Melbourne are experiencing donor fatigue,

I recall waking up one morning in Patna, the capital city of Bihar in India. A mate (the one I was talking to) and I were there several years ago, on an unscheduled stop of a mission trip. Our flight from Lucknow to Calcutta was interrupted and we landed there as a result of a mechanical fault and we checked into a dingy hotel courtesy of Sahara Air (or whatever the domestic airline was called).

It was early in the morning and I thought I’d take a walk down the street and look at this city which I may never have a chance to return.

I walked out from the hotel to a cacophony of sounds and a kaleidoscope of colours. It was as though the curtains to a screen in a movie theatre were parted. What hit me though, were not the sight and sound, or even the smell. I was nevertheless looking at scenes which were to etch on my mind forever.

I saw right outside the hotel, women sweeping the footpaths with broken off tree branches full of leaves. These Indian women were not street sweepers though. They were sweeping their homes. They had rolled or stacked away whatever cardboard or newspapers they had been sleeping on, put on stoves and were sweeping an area on which they were going to set the morning’s meal for the family – all right there on the footpaths.

There were also bicycles and trishaws being pushed up and down the streets, with large plywood boards strapped to the rear. Dried cow pads were heaped in rows on these boards. They were for fuel for the women to cook their meals, once they had finished sweeping the footpaths which were to be their dining areas.

Little Indian children were everywhere – the younger ones were not wearing any clothes and the older ones were decked out in torn, oversized and dusty, grimy pieces of clothing which were obviously not intended for them.

I saw some men squatting on curbsides and observing either the children or the women. These were the ones without either bicyles or trishaws and had nowhere to go and no work to do. Some were walking slowly to a town square several hundred meters down the road, presumably to wait for work as daily labour hires.

Although Bihar is one of the poorer states in India, the scenes I observed were repeated right across the other places in India I subsequently visited.

I last went to India maybe 8-9 years ago with Tress – we were on a holiday so the conditions of our travel were different but I continued to observe the same scenes. A period of 8-9 years, especially over a period of aggressive economic growth, may have changed things but I can imagine many places still stuck in the quagmire and left behind by the growth and development of the haves.

In the slums of Calcutta for example, you’d walk through muddy paths with excretion of dogs, cows, goats, pigs and even humans dotting the way through. We’d constantly hop from spot to spot to avoid stepping on them. The paths are smelly, grimy and filthy and they are often the fronts of homes erected on either side with combinations of plywood off cuts, cardboard and plastic sheets. Only very occasionally would you get a brick building.

Once we were at a school started by a mission organisation (Operation Mobilisation) in a slum in Calcutta, which was less than maybe 10mx6m, with corrugated iron sheets for roof and broken bricks and plywood walls and no windows which render the little hut a sweltering oven. It was built right next to a swamp – it could have been a man made pond of some sort. The water was still and was thick and black and pigs, cows and dogs were wading in and out of that toxic looking body of water. Kids were squatting on the edges, also wading in and out.

We were told that it was a good thing it was the dry season. When the rains came, everything we saw and smelled would rise and extend beyond that body of water. The muddy paths would become black streams over which the worst imaginable filth would flow, often into homes.

When I read of storms hitting the West Bengal delta, I imagine the slums in Calcutta being awashed with unspeakable and unimaginable hardships. Those ramshackle huts would be blown away by the weakest of storms and whatever sparse furniture and cooking utensils would be gone.  It wouldn’t have required a strong wind to blow away the tree branches and plastic sheets which made up walls and roofs of those homes on footpaths all over the streets. The dried cow pads would be useless and the stoves would be no more. Diseases would probably claim many lives.

I would wonder how I would explain donor fatigue to them, or to myriads of even worse calamities.

I would perhaps wonder how I explain why I opted for better looking and better quality floor coverings over simpler ones and channeling the difference to where hardships can be alleviated, even if only by a little. Or maybe I can rug up a bit more and save the money on heating, so that I may help some poor soul in Bihar get a new stove.

Donor fatigue? May we somehow overcome this dreaded ill so that others may have resources to overcome far greater ill.