Lina’s Joy – Winter’s Here


So much has been written about Lina’s loss in the Federal Court. I only hope she continues to find joy in the Lord. Her joy should come not from a piece of paper which declares to the world she no longer is a Muslim. That may be the warped joy of those tribal chest thumping mobs, who I hope one day find the joy that Lina has. Malaysia is even further from freedom from the clutches of the brand of Islam plaguing the world today, than ever before. I only hope the slide slows down. No amount of political activity or social commentary would reverse that trend. Only God can reveal Himself to them and instill a sense of true justice again. Only then would Malaysia live through this winter of bondage and take a peek at the refreshing smell of spring again.

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Speaking of winter, it arrived, at long last, with a blas yesterday. It was right on time too, as Gandalf would say. It was cold yesterday when I left office early for the second time this week, this time to pick Kiddofrom school after her return from school camp. I got home, turned on my notebook and re-hooked back to the office network to do some work as I left her dirty laundry in the washing machine. After a shower, she went to bed for a snooze and we later took her to JGs for a quick dinner before heading to church for bible study.

It was cold again this morning. The usual weekend vacuuming somehow seemed more sluggish. After vacuuming, I planted the 2 correa shrubs which the Australian government gave Kiddo and I on Wednesday. They now stand in the front of the house, the first thing I ever planted here in Melbourne. Hopefully they, like us, grow well in this new country of ours. Theresa mentioned she too would start the process of applying. That was even better news for me.

Oi Oi Oi


At about 1.45 yesterday, I started to pack my stuff to leave for the day. I laid out the flag across my filing shelf, put the clip-on koalas back on the edge of my monitor and put the kangaroo with a boomerang and the kookaburra next to the keyboard, as close as possible to the positions they were in when I got in earlier that morning. I had to catch the 1.55 tram to get to Glen Iris at 2.20, where I have to then catch the 2.23 train back to

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Waverley and wait for Theresa. We were supposed to wait there by about 3pm, where we would drive to the Dandenong regional office of the Department of Immigration and Citizenship, hopefully in time for the ceremony. I was going to take the pledge and be officially declared an Australian Citizen. When I got in to work in the morning, the boss and some other colleagues had laid out all these native animals and a huge flag at my desk. Almost everyone on the floor had known I was going to be “made”. It only started with an innocent request from the boss for the afternoon off to attend the ceremony but it then struck me how significant this event was, as everyone who heard came around to congratulate me and the ladies brought in lamington and other Aussie grub in the morning for the occasion. It was a pity that kiddo had gone to a school camp on Tuesday, as it would have been really nice to have her with us yesterday.
 Anyway, Theresa and I made our way there and joined the other 41 pledging parties and their guests as we waited for the ceremony to begin. We were all seated in a few rows of chairs, with a portrait of the queen in front, next to a lectern. There were little Aussie flags hanging across the ceiling and framed photos of the official crest/coats of arms, in various spots. Someone sounding like John Williamson was singing songs like Waltzing Matilda in the background, until the Minister of Immigration, Kevin Andrews, had this template speech read out by a valium pumped bureaucrat who then lead us in our pledges. One pledge for God fearing soon-to-be citizens and another for the poor atheists. We were then presented with our certificates, and then all joined in the anthem singing. After the ceremony, we were invited to sign up for the electoral register and on the way out, we were each given a native shrub to plant for commemoration. Hopefully our citizenship lasts longer than the plant as in my hands, that poor shrub is likely to suffer a short, poor life.We went home and as the weather got suddenly a lot colder, we went out to this restaurant in
Vermont, for a mini celebratory dinner. My VB wasn’t due to the occasion earlier in the day; I had genuinely acquired a taste for this stuff. I still thought Tiger Beer is the best tasting beer but that stuff is now in the imported category whereas Victoria Bitter remains the working class – read: cheap – beer. Theresa, not having decided to become a citizen, ordered a satay chicken and I frowned not because I didn’t like satay chicken, but thought you’d order it only in a Malaysian restaurant, not an Aussie one badly named “What’s a Name”. I had the restaurant specialty, a breast of chicken rolled up with salmon and crab meat, with a white sauce with pepper corns. It didn’t go well with the VB but I was hungry, so it tasted great. Theresa’s satay chicken turned out well too, so dinner was very nice.

**************************************************We headed for church after that, for the prayer meeting. There were some prayers for some members who were ill but the strange bit was most of the prayers concentrated on “claiming victory” and having the blood of Jesus cleansing the sick, and having his stripes heal our wounds. I couldn’t understand that and told Theresa so, on the way home. Those people had physical illness. One of them was going to see a specialist the next day. Why hadn’t we prayed for healing, for that specialist and for God’s presence and peace to abound, more than those other prayers? When someone is ill, does it mean he is living in a state of defeat, so that the victory won by Christ on the cross is somehow less real in that person’s life? Does it mean he sinned, as why then was it prayed for that person to have the blood of Jesus on him for cleansing? Isn’t that person forgiven in any event, without requiring a prayer to that effect? Didn’t Jesus’ wounds heal us of the result of sins, instead of healing us of our physical ailments? I still don’t get our church as far as these things go. By the time we got home it was almost 10pm. We changed, stretched out in front of the heater and television, and I poured myself a nice glass of red (Aussie of course) as I end an extraordinary day in the ordinary way. I missed Kiddo, and am looking forward for her to get back tomorrow.  

Cleaning and Cooking


That’s what I seem to be doing on weekends these days. Coffee...ahhhI’d sleep in on Saturday, wake up around 7.30, have my leisurely coffee and brekky, and by 8.30, start to vacuum the house and clean my abode. By the time I’m nearly done around 11.30pm, it’d be time to pick up kiddo from her class and send her for lunch by 12.15pm before her next tuition at 1.15pm. Then it’s back home and a quick catch of breath and potter around the house to touch up on the cleaning done in the morning before picking up kiddo from her class. Then, it’s back home for some ironing, and sending kiddo off again, for her Youth Worship Service. It’s only after picking her up from the Service, that I felt ready to rest and relax over a cup of red and a DVD.

This morning, the ICC service was a Praise Service. I had prepared something to share but it just didnt feel right so I kept my notes and just soaked in the others’ sharings. We came back after church for a quick lunch, Theresa and I then went out to do some quick shopping. I wanted to cook to get some food in the fridge and freezer for this coming week. We went shopping at Wing Sum’s in Glen Waverley, and I came back to cook while Kiddo and Theresa went back to church for a ping pong session with some church friends. I spent the next 3 hours washing, chopping, cutting and cooking. By the time they came back from their ping pong session, I had tonight’s dinner and the next 4 days (at least) meals ready. They are now in the fridge and freezer and with the lunches also tucked away in the fridge, I feel free and ready for the week.

My boss was away for a conference in Bangkok last week and by most accounts, had a torrid and really rough week. So, I hope tomorrow wouldnt see the start of a bad week for her at work. Hopefully I can be of some help for her.

For this morning’s Praise Service, I had wanted to share about how grateful I was and still am, for my father’s quick and easy departure. As much as I miss him and regret immensely, my missing him, I am extremely happy (more grateful I guess) he didnt have to suffer greatly. That seems to be his lot in life. He just went through life with the minimum of fuss or pain. He truly was a free spirit. I thank God for that.

Blister Et Al


Blister

I don’t know why I did it but 3 days ago (Monday) I used a pair of runners (an Adidas trail running model) which I have not used for a long time. It has a narrow fit and I never liked running in it. It gave me a blister just under the bottom of my left big toe. That I was pushing hard to get 9km in the 45 minutes I allowed myself didn’t help. I ignored it but after the run on Tuesday, the blister became sore and last night (I didn’t run yesterday) I put a band-aid on it and ran again this morning. I was in my more comfy NB so I pushed again, for the 9km-45min mark. By the time I went back to the locker room an hour later, I was distressed to see the mess when I removed my left shoe. The sock was blood stained all around the big toe/sole area and even the plaster had become pink. I removed it gently but the damage has been done. The sting it made (not the stink) when I hit the shower was a reminder to ditch that Adidas for good, no matter how cool it looked. The daggy NB is it for me from now on.

Citizenship

The ex-colleague I caught up with yesterday had the same sentiments as me, as far as citizenship matters go. He, like me, had no second thoughts about going for it, as soon as he qualifies. Apparently, the amendments to law would not be retrospective and the new 4-year wait would apply only for applicants who became residents after the amendments come into effect. That’s fairness for you. Dinky Di Aussie Fairness. I’ve had numerous discussions with friends, relatives and church people about this and sentiments apart, I can see no reason why someone who has lived here for years and has no intention of ever returning to Malaysia to live, would be so hesitant in giving up Malaysian citizenship. Why retain it? If sentiments are preventing me from giving myself a fairer go by being a citizenship of my new country, those sentiments should be ditched.

Dad

It is coming up to 5 months since my father left us. Tomorrow would have been his and mom’s 44th wedding anniversary. It would be the first time in all that time, that my mom would spend this day without him. I still think of him every day. Images of him at meal times, or him just sitting around in the living room. There was a picture of Boris Yeltsin in the papers this morning lying in state in an open casket. They had put the Perspex cover over my dad’s by the time we got to Klang. I regret that – not being there, not being able to speak to him before that, and generally, not spending enough time with him.

 

 

Anzac Day


It’s a public holiday again today, one of many in the month of April. It’s the middle of the week, so it’s just a day to potter around the home, maybe do some cooking. I’ve stopped reading about stuff in Malaysia, and somehow I dont feel like I’m missing anything. In fact, I had just taken a glance at the Malaysia Today site again, and was not attracted to anything in particular. Maybe I have stopped caring. That would be bad, as I think I still do.

Rooney's First in the ECL Semi-final First Leg against AC MilanI had recorded the Man Utd-AC Milan ECL semi-final match, but I woke up a little after 5 this morning, as I usually do. So, I went down to watch the game and what a game it was – not quite the spectacle of the win over Roma but still a wonderful game to watch. Rooney’s last gasp strike was superb and the momentum and mood going into the second leg next week would be great.

Kiddo still has her piano class later today. Her teacher had been away for a month and so, notwithstanding the holiday, the class is to go on. Theresa and I cynically said maybe she missed the fees… We are also catching up with a friend and ex-colleague (here in Melbourne) and his family, a little later today. Maybe his kids would just want MacD…

Last Friday, after the bible study, Kiddo was mucking around with some of her friends and got her fourth finger (left hand, thankfully) badly caught by the toilet door. She bawled like she hasnt for a long time, and I had to hold her. I havent done that for a while, as she is bigger than Theresa now. We got home quickly, gave her a couple of panadols, and she was better the next day.

Last Saturday, we were at church for the working bee, after cleaning up our own home earlier that morning. I then got a hair cut in the afternoon and by the time we could put our feet up to have a bit of a weekend break, it was well past 3pm. I then did some ironing and cookin, so that we’d be free for the next day. On Sunday, after church, I caught up with an ex-colleague, the then CFO of the company. He left a few months ago, after having had enough of the CEO’s total lack of control over a very fierce temper. He is now a COO of another prominent company, and continues to do well. After seeing him, I joined Theresa and Kiddo for dinner with a cousin, who was in town for a conference. He works in Perth, as an architect. He’s a big fellow, and I dont think we fed him well enough, in this horrible chinese restaurant on Spencer Street – it’s called Jarrah and if you’re in Melbourne and are reading this, do not go there notwisthanding the convenience (it is just across the road from Spencer Street station).

Kiddo’s Birthday


Yesterday was Kiddo’s 13th birthday. We went to a restaurant in Clayton.

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After dinner, we went to a 10 pin bowling joint in Forrest Hil, to check it out, for later this afternoon together with Auntie Hooi, who wants to go there as sort of a thing to do for Justin, her youngest.

Beram Kumar speaks in our church again today.

Great to see Man Utd continuing its winning ways. Wem-b-ley, Wem-b ley …

Old friends in Melb, Working Soon, hopefully


Yesterday was a busy day entertaining old friends who were/are visiting Melbourne. David Chiang and his whole family were here but left yesterday night. I had lunch with them. Alex on the other hand, arrived yesterday and I caught up with him over a few beers at Shine, after which he came over to our house for dinner. He came with Kwang (his oldest boy) only, as they were school hunting. Both families would be coming again later in the year to settle in Melbourne for good.

Last night, while chatting with Alex at home over a very good red (Penfold’s St Henri Shiraz), CQ called again about starting work in his firm. I really have to think about this. AIG is also close to making an offer, and I’m supposed to see the departmental team members for coffee tomorrow morning. Apparently, the MD had cleared my appointment a week ago, and they are in the process of doing reference/background check and if those go well, would proceed to draw up a contract. I guess this weekend would be a time of prayer and decision.

I have learned to just live through difficult times, and knowing that God doesnt necessarily attend to our needs when we feel He should.That does not necessarily undermine my faith in Him – in fact, I tend to think that it was a tough lesson which was aimed for one to be like Daniel’s 3 friends (Shedrach & 2 Ors), who would serve God no matter what, and especially if He doesnt deliver us from our immediate woes. He is God. If we’re to be His children, it is total faith in Him, even if He doesnt appear to be tending to our needs. I think the timing of Beram’s Cat and Dog theology was near perfect.

Bloodied Nose and Still Waiting


Last night, kiddo and I sat around, firstly in the bathroom and then on the dining table, from just a little before 3am right up to just after 5am. She was having her now regular nose bleed. I was getting the towels and fresh ice for her and she was just holding them to her nose. I think we definitely have to put a stop to those chocolates. I love my dark chocolates and she too has acquired that taste, so I guess it was partly my fault that we both sat through last night. I had only gone to bed close to 12am, so I was reminded of what it was like when she was only a few months old.

I now feel like a zombie. Yet, I’m trying to draft an Employment Contract for this guy I am yet to be 100% sure about. He’s a nice fellow, his practice appears to be thriving but there is a niggling feeling about it and much as I’d like to return to work asap, there’s something about this job. Maybe it’s the idea of returning to suburban practice. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that, except I have been telling myself I have to try to go back to some corporate/financial services focused work or practice. Of course, this is proving a lot harder than I thought and though there is still one avenue which looks positive, I am not raising my hopes too high too soon. I know I have acquired some level of “match fitness” in terms of handling rejections but the call, when it comes, still packs quite a punch and it usually knocks me out for a couple of days, when I would seek the company of Mac of De Bortelli. Maybe it is little, anecdotal incidents (such as being asked to draft my own Employment Contract) which make me uncomfortable. In any event, last night after the prayer meeting, Karina (one of Theresa’s and A Hooi’s buddies) told me she had a dream of me finding work in Oakleigh. Nice, except I have not applied for any jobs there. Maybe she was referring to firms with Oakley in it (Mills Oakley, for example). Either way, Oakleigh (or its variations) is certainly not in my radar now. But, one never knows. God, well… He IS God.Employment Contract

Surprised


Work

Surprise surprise, the firm sounded like they are willing to significantly bridge the gap. I am still unsure if I want to join this firm but this was a job which was first available over 3 months ago now, and like Theresa said, it could be the case of the guy sitting on the roof waiting for God to rescue him, and waving away all means of escape sent his way.

So, tomorrow I see them again to see where this takes me.

Old Home, James Cameron & Prayer


Kiddo and Theresa left home about half an hour ago, both headed for the city. Kiddo’s having her music exam. She seemed calm so that was good.

Church

Theresa and I attended the church prayer meeting last night, after a hiatus of almost 3 months. I was put off then, as increasingly, praying in tongues overwhelmed me. Those praying in tongues were so loud I couldnt concentrate. And, I couldnt understand what they were saying so I couldnt follow and join in their prayers either. That gave me the excuse to stop attending.

Last night was a bit better. I had told a couple of leaders why I stopped attending and I dont know if that had anything to do with what happened last night. There were still some praying in tongues, but they were a lot less intrusive and distracting. I think the intensity was much lower. I came away feeling better, like I really have connected with God together with my fellow believers.

Work

As the meeting was about to start last night, my mobile rang (or rather, it vibrated…). I ignored it, and later, found out it was from that law firm I had turned down over 2 months ago. This was the third time they have called. I turned it down because it was an Asian firm, and typically, offered poor pay and long hours. They left a message to call back. Theresa thought I should, but I think it may be pointless. The gap between what was put on the table and what the industry rate is, is so wide I cant see how it can be bridged. I think I’d just call anyway, hear them out, and tell them no.

Klang, Malaysia

Kit Siang had this entry, which outlined the stupidity and/or corruption of the Klang Town Council. It wasnt written by him. It was written by a bloke called Z. Ibrahim. I doubt that person is Zaid Ibrahim the lawyer.

What Z. Ibrahim wrote was precisely how I felt when I was in Klang in December 2006. The traffic conditions, and my fears for the worsening prospects, confirmed my aversion to ever returning to live there. To my dismay, some Klang residents appeared to be pleased with all the mindless development taking place there. Cant they see it really is a case of killing the goose that lays the golden egg? Klang has been prosperous because it has the country’s premier port. All these “developments” would choke its role as such a port, no? I am both reliefed and sad at what’s taking place there. Here’s an extract from that piece:

The Berkeley section of the “highway” is now choked with not only incoming traffic from KL but also from hundreds of motorists and customers who attend functions and gatherings at the Hokkien Association Building and two Chinese seafood restaurants on either side of the highway which have been miraculously given licenses to operate.

In addition three completed condominium complexes, the Regency, Dynasty and Pelangi condominiums all exit at this section and worse still the “highway” now has to contend with the new but still not completely open giant Centro office complex. Shophouses and residential homes are being built at the old Chinese Maternity Hospital site over and above the already existing Government Clinic Complex – all still within this stretch. If you think this is incompetent town planning there is unfortunately more….

New Threat – Prima Klang Avenue Office Complex

As you crawl past the upgraded Jambatan Kota and pass the MPK building on your right and the Land Office Complex on your left, the “highway” suddenly takes an acute turn. On your left at this turn what used to be Bukit Kota has now been slashed to make way for Klang’s newest office complex – Prima Klang Avenue.

This complex spanning more then 4 acres and “perched on the highest point of Klang” with “four-storeys of shops and six-storeys of offices” apparently offers “an exciting mix of shops comprising food and beverage stores, entertainment outlets, fitness centre, banks and an entire level dedicated to automotive showrooms. Wide frontage and spacious corridors create a pleasant environment for leisure and relaxation.

All these come together to make Prima Klang Avenue an innovative one-stop hub, complemented by a scenic landscape with relaxing and majestic water features” …or so says the developer in his brochures.

The complex of course offers ” easy access via Jalan Jambatan Kota and Jalan Kota, the center of the business areas, putting it nearby the Klang Municipal Council, Klang District Office, banking institutions and PUAS, as well as a walk away from the upcoming new government administration offices.”

No doubt this will add up “to a steady traffic flow of some 400,000 people a day in this vibrant business area.” !! Scheduled for completion in mid-2008, Prima Klang Avenue promises to be the pulse of the heart of Klang town. Does the MPK know the consequences and ramifications of 400,000 people ending up at this critical part of the highway hardly a kilometer after Jambatan Kota and 300 meters before the Port Klang/Banting interchange?

You don’t have to be an Einstein to realize that traffic will virtually stall for motorists who slow down to gain entry into this new complex. Worse still the sharp curve is currently already a frequent site for traffic mishaps, what more with traffic flowing in and out.

Even if the developer had been overly optimistic and only 100,000 people converge at the complex and assuming that only 5% come in cars, that is 5,000 cars for the allocated 800 car park-lots the developer has reserved. The spillover to the highway will paralyze the KL-Klang Highway.

This would mean traffic which already now backs up to the Sungai Rasa toll gate will now be backing up to UITM. This would also mean that Klangites will either have to spend an additional hour or more on the road trying to get home or leave office two hours later just so this complex can be built at this spot where traffic is narrowed down?

You might just as well close the bridge down! Approving and building such a huge complex at this juncture of the highway is akin to building a pesticide factory next to the Klang Gates Dam!

James Cameron’s story on Jesus’ Tomb Find

Ben Witherington has come up with another piece to nail it even firmer. The tomb is not the one Jesus rose from.