I’ve just emailed a couple of my church leaders, telling them I would not be attending tomorrow’s Homegroup meeting. For the same reason that I now feel inadequate to discharge the role of a husband/father, I am also not able to discharge the role of a Homegroup leader/coordinator. I had, a few weeks ago, asked to relinquish this role and tomorrow would see some conclusion to it. The leaders should see to it. I asked the Lord for help; He has chosen to remain asleep. For now, maybe, but I do need Him now and I get no help. Mac is more reliable.