It has been over a week since my last lead, GSM, ended up in a dead alley. Since then, the agent who got me my first job has been in contact and I met her in her new agency in the city 2 days ago. I dont know what to expect or think now. She said she has a few leads but I no longer dare hope.

In a sense, God seems more familiar now. He has always worked this way. He has been the God I have known for so long and my challenge is to just put my head down and let him be God and let me his subject.The world moves on around me. Kiddo has started Year 8, started a tuition session to have a go at MacRob High enrolment and Theresa continues with Myer. I have decided to drop out of the ICC home group coordinator role. I cant provide any leadership in my current state, not to mention the confusing theological state I’m in now. I still do my runs, cook dinners and get friendly with Mac. I know this is not the best scenario but what do I do?

“So, I commend the enjoyment of life.” (From the Bible – really. Eccl 8:15)