It is now over 22 months since I left Malaysia permanently. Today is Malaysia’s Merdeka Day. Yet, instead of rueing my decision, I feel vindicated. This is especially so, having just read a letter to Malaysiakini. Dr Jacob George’s letter dated 17 Aug was titled “Does my country love me?” and as I read it, I am reminded that the current crop of Malaysian leaders are so far removed from even thinking about changing the malaise of Malaysia that if the process starts any time soon (which I doubt) it would be such a long and arduous road that the desired outcome would not be a foregone conclusion. God only knows what that path would lead to.
I am glad I have now spared my daughter from asking the question Dr Jacob’s teenaged children are asking him. There is no doubt in my mind he loves Malaysia very much. Apart from being a social activist to bring about change, the mere fact that he has remained in Malaysia all these years, despite, I believe, being qualified to emigrate, shows his belief in Malaysia. Yet, I feel sad for him and others like him, for the obvious pointlessness of his sacrifices. A senior politician even went so far as to suggest there is nothing to celebrate (Merdeka) as the leaders are hell bent on Malaying os Islamising everything. Yes, I am glad I left. That is my Merdeka.
“So, I commend the enjoyment of life.” (From the Bible – really. Eccl 8:15)
I think a lot of Malaysians who have migrated love Malaysia very much but had to leave for a few reasons.In our case, my parents left because of education for my youngest sister even though my mum was already 57 then.I left to seek a better future for myself and my sister and her husband decided to leave for future of their then few months old daughter.It is sad when we constantly read of articles of lack of support from the government and citizens are angry and insecure of their future in Malaysia.Ian, may I link you to my blog please?
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